Benson Okonkwo, a Nollywood actor has opened up on his struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts, which stemmed from his difficulty in achieving success in his acting career.
In an emotional interview with Punch Saturday Beats, the actor made a heartfelt appeal to Nollywood producers, directors, and colleagues, expressing that his lack of success in his career has significantly impacted his mental health.
He added that he has been suffering in silence and feels it’s better to cry out publicly than die depressed.
“I am having depression and suicidal thoughts. Please tell the world to come and save me. After 20 years in Nollywood, I cannot boast of a bag of water. There is nothing to show. A lot of actors cannot open up, but it is better I speak up than die in silence,” he said.
The actor said even though he had featured in many films, he was often not paid and the situation had left him emotionally drained.
“I am just being brave by coming out because a lot of people will not come and speak. A lot of them are in this situation, but I don’t know how to pretend. I am a very blunt person,” he added.
The actor lamented that he had supported many celebrities in the past and now needed their help to survive.
“I have tried everything I can; it’s just that I fail. I am growing older and I need to get married. I need to start a business and make money.
“I can’t keep calm and support them alone. I supported White Money, Tasha, Phyna, Laycon, and Kelly Rae (past Big Brother Naija winners). I don’t mind if they all hear my cry now. I also supported Queen May (Yul Edochie’s estranged wife).”
When asked if he had personally contacted those he mentioned, Benson said, “I have been trying, but it hasn’t been easy reaching out to them. That is why I am speaking out now publicly.”